The Human Antby Moshe Dubman
Life ItselfOpen reading

Prologue

Prologue

For thousands of years, we have tried to understand what a human being is.

We searched for answers in religion, philosophy, morality, psychology and science. We asked whether humans have a soul; whether they are free, good or evil; whether they were made in God's image; whether they are sophisticated apes; and whether a little someone sits inside the head making decisions.

But the human being is not a mysterious creature dropped into nature with a ready-made psyche inside. It is a living system that evolved over billions of years.

This book is not about creation. It begins one step later: matter already holds a form, something moves and changes, and the event leaves behind a continuation that is similar but not identical.

An organisation that produced another version of itself did not know what it was doing and did not seek to survive. This was life's first problem: how to continue in a world that promises no continuation. It was also the last. Life is a problem whose solution is to keep solving it.

Once differences between versions affected their chances of appearing again, the way to evolution opened. It is not enough for a living system simply to remain; at every moment it produces itself anew so that it can continue. The solution does not close the problem. It keeps it alive.

Life did not climb a ladder waiting for it. It branched, experimented, lost traits and exchanged one solution for another. A bacterium is not a human who failed to advance, and a human is not a bacterium that earned a promotion. They are different outcomes of the same long history.

We will therefore go backwards: before the human, the psyche, the ape, the ant and even the modern bacterium. From there we will return to the reader, who calls himself Homo sapiens—the thinking human—even though he sometimes imagines that everything else was merely his opening act.

First we will meet a molecular organisation that left a continuation, and then a cell that enclosed a portion of the world. The membrane created an inside and an outside. Across its boundary the cell had to take in, release, build and repair in order to act again.

This will be the book's basic unit: a nest. Not necessarily an anthill, but a bounded system in which structure and motion meet, and regulation directs their encounter. The cell, the organ, the body, the person and the psyche are nests. Later we will see that relationships, groups, societies and cultures also organise in this way without becoming organisms of the same kind.

To speak about the nest, its boundary and its environment, we will use water and salt. Water is its available capacity for movement, regulation and repair. Salt is what has taken form: structure that holds a body, boundary, memory or habit—and therefore also limits movement.

Too little salt cannot hold a form. Too much salt, or salt that no longer fits, does not allow the form to change. From the psyche onward, we will ask where structure is held, what movement it permits, what movement it stops, and who pays to preserve it.

Water and salt are not life and death, good and evil, or psychic substances. Water without structure cannot be retained; structure without movement cannot renew itself. Life is the continuous regulation of their relation. Death is the irreversible loss of the capacity to renew it.

The complexity in between is continuous, but the endpoint test is simple: 1—the system retains the possibility of acting again; 0—the possibility has been lost and cannot be restored. All of biology lies between those two values. The image deliberately flattens complexity in order to expose the functional geometry beneath it.

That geometry will accompany us from the cell to society. The same food, touch, look or sentence opens movement in one nest and blocks it in another. Value does not reside in the material alone. It arises in the encounter.

From the cell we will move to the multicellular body, which carried the sea inside and divided the work. Cells organised into tissues, tissues into organs and organs into a single system. The range of action grew, and with it the cost of coordination.

The nervous system expanded and accelerated coordination among cells in a multicellular body. It allowed the body to prepare several possible actions before carrying out one. Neural memory, prediction and learning expanded with it.

An inner world was born. Not a copy of the world outside, but a living model built to guide a body within it. Colour, smell, danger, opportunity and the other do not enter the brain as they are.

The nervous system builds a useful reality from them, tests it in action and updates it according to the result. The capacity to anticipate the test can also preserve an old prediction and defend it against feedback.

We will call this model the psyche: the way a nervous system organises a self-in-the-world so that the structure-in-motion sustaining it can remain. The body is its substrate; memory, attention, imagination, identity and story hold a past within it, assess the present and prepare for the future.

The psyche was not built to write poetry or debate the meaning of life. It was built to serve an older loop: identify what matters to the system and prepare the body to act.

Once body and world acquired internal representation, the psyche was no longer limited to what is present. The past continues to act within it, and the future arouses fear, hope or desire before it occurs.

From here we reach emotion. A change detected by the system receives value and direction: it is expected to open a possibility for action or restrict one. When that appraisal becomes a force felt in the body, we call it emotion.

Emotion moves us, but it proves nothing. Real fear does not prove that danger exists, and real happiness does not prove that the path is right. The system acts according to the model it has built; action and feedback test that model in the world.

When the required change is greater than the available water, time, control, help and paths of action, pressure arises. Pain is the felt price of changing a structure that carries value: building what is missing, dismantling what is excessive, or replacing a solution that no longer fits.

Here we will meet the "I", the id, the superego and the ego. The "I" is the nest represented to itself in the first person. The id gathers answers in the name of the body and the immediate drive. The superego carries answers the nests have embedded: permitted and forbidden, worthy and shameful, belonging and place.

The ego is neither a third voice nor an inner manager. It is the policy of boundary and regulation: what receives weight, which action goes out, whose movement it restricts, and who bears its cost. Defence mechanisms are temporary policy solutions when direct action is too costly or blocked.

Trauma is a past that continues to assign value in the present. When an emergency solution becomes fixed, blocks feedback and consumes more movement than it permits, it becomes pathology. Beneath the diagnosis we will not find a defective person, but a solution that kept working after the world changed.

Yet a person does not live alone. Two nests meet, each bringing a body, history, expectations, boundary and local calculation of its own. What leaves one—a touch, word, resource, action or absence of action—becomes a condition in the other's loop.

Water, salt and emotion do not merge. Each body assigns value to the encounter and bears its outcome. A relationship expands the possibilities of both sides, or turns one person's pain into the other's life work.

From here we move to the group. In ants, local actions join into the function of the nest. In humans, belonging, status, role, memory and language enable wider coordination. Family, team, community, army, religion and state are not the same system, but all of them distribute place, authority, resources and cost.

Society is a world of overlapping nests. Humans build them, and they return to build the human. They tell a person what is allowed, what counts, whom to heed, what to be ashamed of and what to die for. Some rules are kept in body and memory. Others become law, institution, money, ritual, book or screen.

Thus we arrive at culture: the memory life learned to preserve outside the body—the human culture, in both senses of the word. Every generation is born into an ocean in which its predecessors marked paths. It receives words, tools, stories, prohibitions, promises and questions; builds its world with them, changes some, and passes them to the next child. In the human being, the word became a story that returns to shape a human being.

Water, salt, wound and boundary do not pass between generations as a ready-made package. What passes are living conditions, signals, resources, costs of regulation and the distribution of price: who may ask for help, what counts as theirs, and what is required of them in order to remain in the nest.

From these, every body rebuilds rules of action, a map of reference and a boundary signature. A pattern can therefore recur across generations without being transmitted as a ready-made unit.

A large nest, too, can protect itself at the cost of its members' lives. In the chapter on social pathologies we will see how fear becomes policy, identity becomes a wall, and story blocks feedback.

A society can build institutions in which a minority is the enemy, a leader appears as a father, war is healing, and one story is more sacred than the lives it was meant to hold.

Love, trauma, religion, morality, nation and politics are therefore not departures from nature. They are transformations of the same ancient problem of life—to continue—after it acquired a more complex body, a longer memory, a richer language and more expensive flags.

In the end we will return to the question from which we set out. First we flee from the human into nature, so that we can return with a key.

If it works, the reader will receive more than an explanation of other people. They will recognise the ancient system in an unanswered message, an argument over who is right, the need to prove intelligence, sex, the fear of losing a relationship, and the way one word changes an entire room.

Humans like to see themselves as the crown of creation. In this book they are something more interesting and less flattering: a walking nest of ancient solutions. Biology—not "merely biology". Love is no less profound because it has a body.

Pain is no less real because it has a nervous system. Morality is no less important because it was born among vulnerable creatures. Explanation does not abolish wonder; it shows what wonder is made of.

A drop of life became a human bacterium and a human ant. It learned to pray, fall in love, feel shame, establish a state, write poetry, build an atomic bomb and ask whether it has meaning. Not bad for chemistry that continued for so long it forgot that the first problem was not meaning, but continuation.

You think you are the centre of the story. Perhaps you are only its excuse to speak in the first person: one human voice within human culture. One ape in the tribe. One ant in the nest. One bird in the flock. One bacterium in the culture.